Reflective Suicide

A very dark poem, due to my depression I have suffered with anxiety and self acceptance, this dark poem shares inside my mind when wet down and having bad thoughts. I feel although dark it is creative

Peering into natures pond
My face stares back at me
My mind receiving my reflection
And I gaze into my perceptions
Looking myself in the eye
Deep into myself I go
Searching for truths I do not know

My mind begins to wander
Still my reflection I ponder
Do I recognise the person
Who stares me back in the eye
A familiar face embraces my vision
But a stranger now stares at me
Through a rippled reflection

Gentle ripples make my reflection dance
As if nature tells me it's impression
A mirrored mirage screaming for help
Drowning in depression
Trapped in an aquatic prison of despair
Your reflection of you starving of air

Natures therapy delivered by reflection
The organic rawness of truth received
As acceptance sinks into the mind
The last breath is breathed
And returned to nature you become
Through the portal of reflection.

Author's Note

Any feedback welcome please, prefer to look at the creative value more so then dwelling on the negative content as I know it is very negative.

Reviews

[Hebe]

it is very creative, you capture the mind in a specific way ... a mirrored image screaming for help....that captures everything