Let Go

Letting go of that pain, of that incomplete love maybe will find my serenity.

Some things will never go back to the way they used to be.

But the question is do I really want those things back or was it just a habit, a habit which was and still is creating a hollow in my heart.

Why I always have this pain lingering around me, why reading a book or watching movies bring tears to my eyes.

Why he’s happy and I am not.

Happy pictures are all over their Facebook Account. He was a liar, she was a liar and both are happy but why my happiness has been snatched away from me.

At times I am so tired feeling this way that I just want to quit everything and just go somewhere where nobody knows me and I don’t know anyone.

I find myself asking the same question over and over again “Why God failed to protect me from all of that, where was he busy?”

After one and half year of uncountable questions I think I should come to terms with this horrible experience and name it as “My Struggle”.

Things happened the way they were not meant to happen and from this day of my life. I’ll stop feeling sorry for myself.

I was loyal, caring, loving and I was not wrong at all. Then why should I cry for that person who used to abuse me every chance he got.

Starting over is difficult but that part of my life ends here.

I will not let him to break me anymore. I gave him the right to love him he misused it but I will not give him the power to hurt me anymore. 

New Life, New Job, New City is what my new goal is..

Author's Note

Poured my heart out is what I have done in this piece..

Reviews

[matrixmark]

A very emotional piece. I can see you wear your heart on your sleeve and others have taken advantage. I can see the flood of emotions coming through on your writing. Must have been hard writing a piece like this and i respect what you have done.

Mark.