I have lost you. You have left. Taken my heart with you. I lost you and with you I have lost everything. I can not explain to you the pain that I feel in this ordeal and am not sure how you feel, yet I do know this. You have made me feel undeniably irrelevant and it feels as though I have lived this nightmare for years. Is this what true love feels like? If this is really what true love feels like than I am not entirely sure that I want to go any further. You have made me feel diminished and uncontrollably enraged. How can I ever love again when all that I try and love is taken and destroyed. This is not what is meant to be.