Allow

To fight another day is all that I am asking you to allow.  My fight
takes the turn for the worst as I see you taking his hand.  He is the
damned, the man that I have to fight to get rid of.  So now I have to
ask, allow my presence to take on a new light.  Let that light take
over and shed upon you the ever tangled emotions that I bear.  My mind
screams at me, tells me that I am an idiot that I need to shut up and
start moving on.  Yet my heart tells me the complete opposite.  You see
you took from me what I need.  I can't survive much longer without the
love that you must give.  I have tried and failed to take my hand away,
to turn away and see another in the same light, but it is you that I
want, you that I need.  I have tried and have failed.  I see your
photograph as I lay in my bed, and I have an uncontrollable rage that
tells me that you are mine and I cannot stand to see you with someone
that is not me.  I don't know how much longer I can stand not being
with you and, yes hun, yes I am missing you.  Take me with you, allow
me the second chance to make the things that I have not done right to
be done right once more.  Allow me.  Oh please ALLOW me that second
chance that I so deserve.  Just allow it once more.  ALLOW.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[dreaming dame]

Wow, beautiful! I can't believe that no one's reviewed. It's deep, thoughtful, and sooo sweet. :) Once again, I honestly don't think that it gets any better. This is something I can read over and over again. :) Wonderful