Epiphany

Hello?? Are you listening to reality yet or do you need more time to b***h and whine for another year or two ?? Ever think about thinking another way since this way isnt f*****g working for you?

The only reason I have been able to finally find a confidence and true strength within myself to reach for the top, is because I made a conscious effort and a final decision a long time ago to put my shovel down, and stop digging. If life was fair, I would probably be dead so I really don't have time to waste on my a*s hitting the bottom again.

I am NEVER a victim, I am forever a survivor. 

And if I died tomorrow would you remember this moment?

At least I can breathe grateful tonight, and allow the universe to keep me here in this one. Tomorrow might be the best day ever yet, or it could end up so hellacious, that it tempts one to just consider claiming entire grand defeat.. But, instead of living in trepidation I'm going to brush it off, roll with the punches, smile and say once again, Its just another day in paradise.

-Ms. Rhodes