I apologize

being bullied and disliked

Sorry if I found out,
I was oblivious at first,
You were calling me names,
And talk behind my back every time.

Sorry if I'm not a person likeable,
I can't change that fast,
And I don't want to change for you,
Because I feel unfair.

Sorry if I displease you,
I cannot be what you want me to be,
I didn't wish to know the truth,
Because I don't want to be hated.

I cry every night,
Wishing that everyone should just accept who I am,
I want to be accepted.

This simple wish,
I know it might not come true,
So, God please help me.

Author's Note

I am so-so right now, both optimist and pessimist(: Writing helps always

Reviews

[Drifter]

This poem makes me mourn for all those who have been bullied or hurt by all the pathetic people who think they are above everyone else. It's hard to be optimistic when the world is as filthy as it is.
They say keep your friends close and your enemies closer, but I don't agree with that. I'd say keep your values close and God closer.
Deep poem you have here.

[Rhianne Ney]

thank you for the review... that's right I can't agree with keep your enemies closer also... (:

[Crimson_Catastrophe]

It's very expressive. It has an angry, snarky vibe to it that overlaps with profound sadness.
And I can totally relate.

Signed, your fellow pessimist.

[Rhianne Ney]

what's hard is when its obvious

[Crimson_Catastrophe]

Yeah. When you can see them pointing at you and sneering, it sucks.
People are cruel.

[Rhianne Ney]

yeah, somehow

[Crimson_Catastrophe]

Somehow what?

[Rhianne Ney]

they're cruel but some are kind... I guess sorry I said something contradictory

[Destructive Impulse]

I can't tell If it's sarcasm or irony. I guess it's more of the same thing but I dont know if you're genuinely apologizing. This isn't your fault I'm just an idiot

[Rhianne Ney]

maybe both.. i don't know also I just wrote it.. because I felt like this at the time I wrote it

[Destructive Impulse]

Oh um ok

[Lehlohonolo Lichaba]

i got that feeling i had the first day of varsity, i can relate

good one keep it up

[Rhianne Ney]

there are times when we feel so sensitive