Demons Await Me

Darkness comes and takes some of the happiest looking people

How easy would it be to let the demons take my soul? I would hand it to them and that would be it. The sweet girl who loves with all of her being would disappear within seconds. The world wouldn't expect anything of me. I wouldn't be required to show you that i care anymore. Do you see the monster that you have created. Its been hiding in the closest for way too long. I have found the courage to fight it back daily. But now it seems to be wining. The sweet smell of blood and the thoughts of disappearing seem to be the easiest things to think of. I imagine how little my disappearing would mean to people. How few would even notice me being gone? But what about my dreams and hopes, don't those matter? It seems that they are only a small piece in balancing the puzzle of life. 

Darkness seems much safer than happiness. There is only good that can come next. If i am in total darkness there is peace. A kind of peace not many find to be beautiful. It's silence. It lacks emotion. The beautiful thing i see though is i can no deeper into darkness. There is only light that can come of this. Or am i lying to myself. I seem to find that i am only lost in the dark narrow hallway my mind has left me. will it ever end? or am i stuck this way?

Do you see what you have done? you are happy and ignoring me. but do you know that you are only hurting me. do you lack a heart or is it just that it has no room for me. i want to understand. I want to not be in darkness. i want to feel the love that is slowly draining out of me. 

Author's Note

Please review saying anything. Ignore grammar

Reviews

[Solidad]

I think there is a lot to be said for this piece. I think that its very honest and there for the grammar errors add to it in away instead of taking away from it. This is also a very relatable piece and because of that its very comfortable to read like my own thoughts from time to time. I think this was a good write and I hope you don't hand yourself over. J'adore