Screaming Your Name

In the darkness of the night

You were my only light

You held me close, kept away the dark

You kept the knives from leaving their mark

But now you left me all alone

And my heart feels like in my chest a stone

I feel so very confused and lost

And to have you back I'd pay any cost

But you don't want me anymore

And I've been shaken to the core

Now I'm hurting deep inside

It's no use trying to hide

When you see right through me

So I don't know whose love to be

I want to be yours but you want another

And you picked people who love each other

So by saying that you love us both again

You're putting all of us in pain

I almost want you to say you hate me

Then maybe his love I could be

But the pain of being the one hated by you

I don't know what I would do

My heart feels like you crushed it 

And I feel like I'm falling into a pit

Falling, falling, falling down in the dark

With blood flowing from the blades mark

And my throat raw from screaming your name

Even though I know now nothing will be the same.