Scars I have made

I can't remember how to cry

Why do I feel like I want to die? 

It hurts so bad, just let it all end

Will this ache in my chest ever mend? 

I don't know what I should do

Are you in this much pain, too? 

The bleeding had stopped but it started again

Why did no one tell me that love caused so much pain? 

So many happy days I spent by your side

But now you're gone, is it possible I'm losing my mind? 

All I ever wanted was for you to love me

You say you still do, but can that truly be? 

You left me alone here in the dark, 

And the scars I have made will leave their mark

Twenty-one and counting as at them I stare

By tomorrow several more will be there. 

People say that with time the pain will fade

But forever broken my heart has been made

I don't think it will ever go away

This agony is, I fear, here to stay. 

So lonely I feel and alone I must be

For you are no where in sight that I can see. 

Should I let you go or beg you to stay

Even broken and bleeding as on the floor I lay

The wings you gave my heart, they shatter

And now nothing really seems to matter

I haven't eaten, I haven't slept

All I've done is sat and wept

It all hurts so bad now, what should I do

All I ever wanted was to be in love with you.