Damn my whole life to Hell

Damn my whole life to hell

Which way is right I can't tell

But I can't bring myself to care

When my happiness I can't share

Because the thing that brings me joy

Has now become a secret toy

I cannot tell anyone about it

A candle in my darkness lit

A secret I cannot tell

Damn my whole life to Hell. 

Damn my whole life to hell

My rights and freedoms I must sell

I have nothing left, nothing at all

Was it a mistake for me to fall? 

Everything has gone all so wrong

And I don't think I can hold on for long

When I can't do anything to be free

I feel like dying, can't they see

Soon I might just be an empty shell

Damn my whole life to Hell. 

Damn my whole life to hell

I'm withdrawing further into my shell

Pushing them away, shutting them out

Even though at them I want to shout

I want to share with them how I feel

But they think what I feel isn't real

And tell I should get over it

So all alone in my room I sit

Wishing that to them that I could tell: 

Damn my whole life to Hell.