im still just a kid

This represents me and my thoughts.

i shouldn't be doing this.. tearing apart my beautiful skin,

i let the demons win again.

this lifeless piece of metal had more control over my life then i did,

and the worst part is? I'm still just a kid.

im still momma’s baby girl, daddy’s little princess,

but you see I've got this terrible illness. 

id rather be dead, but my sleeves are stained red.

my heart aches as it always will,

theres not a thing this pain couldn't kill….

Author's Note

I would appreciate it greatly if you gave me any advice you have.(: