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I'm sick of your beautiful gifts, and how you ruin the packaging,

Having such a blessing requires gratefulness, which you, my dear, lack greatly,

at least have some pride in yourself, you pretentious biscuit,

try to love, try to trust, tumble down a mountain of fantasy for once,

everywhere you go, somber and sadness tag along at your hip,

You never knew and never will, how much insurance your words bought me,

our adventures, which never lived, lie in a graveyard of hope,

until then, i will wait for them to reincarnate in a future romance.

Memories of s**t and spit, embarrassment as i mouthed the words "i love you"

every single breath i took meant to drag me closer to you, what a mistake,

lies told every tear in your eye, diamonds carved out of your past,

intense sexual longing towards you, every night was an adult rated textual scene,

so long to the one i never knew, this so called US, this so called MeandYou,

sorry I never entertained your puppet of a heart, i'm not one to be used,

anyway, someday you might open your f*****g eyes and see the blur of yourself,

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Fate will never bring us together, as it was not at fault for bringing us apart,

unless you supported everything you said, this wouldnt have happened,

calmly i sit here writing a story of hatred, agony, and something called love,

kevin never knew this, and never will now, but at least now you do,

Yesterday will never be the same as today, i hope you know,

our past will never be as good as the future, nor as bad, but it will never be again,

unfair, this journey is, this one called, life, but i have to go on, even without you,

Are you in the mood now?