My EverythingA Story by [reila]What is it about him that he just can't get out of his mind...?Why do I love you? You're my everything. I want to hate you. I can't. Why do you do this to me? You probably don't know you're doing it. I hate seeing you with him. Did you ever look at me like that? What the Hell have you done to me? I can't get you off of my mind. You don't deserve to be there. I don't need you... My heart is screaming for you. What's so special about you, anyway? I hurt people because I'm in love with you. There's nothing I can do. You're never coming back, right? Why do I still keep my hope? Why am I constantly crying over you? You're not worth it. I can go on without you. I'm forcing myself to! In the end, I can't let you go... Why do I need you? Just get out of my head... You're nothing to me! Why do I keep crying if that's true? Give me my heart back... Just leave me in peace. I need you, Reita... I can't move on. You made me fall so hard... I can't stop, even if I tried. You won't catch me... It hurts... Is this how death feels? Has anyone died from a broken heart? I can't be dying. Pain ends with death. This pain isn't going away. Is this what you wanted? No...you cared at some point. It's not your fault. You're not holding my heart captive. I know you tried giving it back. My heart doesn't want that. It wants you. Why must I love you? Why can't I move on already? You're my broken heart's remedy. You don't know that, though... I want to hear you say, "I love you." I can't stop falling, Reita... This pain is showing me I can't move on. I need you so much. Please catch me... You can't do that, though. You caught him instead. Me? Crash and burn. Other's tried to help. I slipped through their fingers. Why do I love you? Why...? My everything... © 2008 [reila]Author's Note
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Added on August 29, 2008 Last Updated on August 29, 2008 Author[reila]Tucson, AZAboutSo I don't have to put this on every fanfiction I write: The characters in this journal are NOT mine, nor will they ever be. As much as I would love to keep these J-Rockers in my closet and make them .. more..Writing
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