My Everything

My Everything

A Story by [reila]
"

What is it about him that he just can't get out of his mind...?

"

Why do I love you?

You're my everything.

I want to hate you.

I can't.

Why do you do this to me?

You probably don't know you're doing it.

I hate seeing you with him.

Did you ever look at me like that?

What the Hell have you done to me?

I can't get you off of my mind.

You don't deserve to be there.

I don't need you...

My heart is screaming for you.

What's so special about you, anyway?

I hurt people because I'm in love with you.

There's nothing I can do.

You're never coming back, right?

Why do I still keep my hope?

Why am I constantly crying over you?

You're not worth it.

I can go on without you.

I'm forcing myself to!

In the end, I can't let you go...

Why do I need you?

Just get out of my head...

You're nothing to me!

Why do I keep crying if that's true?

Give me my heart back...

Just leave me in peace.

I need you, Reita...

I can't move on.

You made me fall so hard...

I can't stop, even if I tried.

You won't catch me...

It hurts...

Is this how death feels?

Has anyone died from a broken heart?

I can't be dying.

Pain ends with death.

This pain isn't going away.

Is this what you wanted?

No...you cared at some point.

It's not your fault.

You're not holding my heart captive.

I know you tried giving it back.

My heart doesn't want that.

It wants you.

Why must I love you?

Why can't I move on already?
I can't heal...

You're my broken heart's remedy.

You don't know that, though...

I want to hear you say, "I love you."

I can't stop falling, Reita...

This pain is showing me I can't move on.

I need you so much.

Please catch me...

You can't do that, though.

You caught him instead.

Me? Crash and burn.

Other's tried to help.

I slipped through their fingers.

Why do I love you?

Why...?

My everything...

© 2008 [reila]


Author's Note

[reila]
Okay, I really don't know where exactly this would go; it's not a story, nor is it a poem. Help me out someone? D: [Inspired by Sugarcult's "Pretty Girl (The Way)" lyrics.]

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Added on August 29, 2008
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So I don't have to put this on every fanfiction I write: The characters in this journal are NOT mine, nor will they ever be. As much as I would love to keep these J-Rockers in my closet and make them .. more..

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