Analyzing Myself

A Story by Mandy

Just an analys.

I'm starting to think that I'm portraying myself in a negative way, and that's the problem. It is true that most of my points and what I say holds significance and value, but I usually get to worked up and agressive, especially with people I'm more comfortable expressing myself around, and I come across as obnoxious, rather than "right", or even considerable. I've found that by over-explaining my point, it loses it's meaning somewhere along the way; much like if you repeat a word enough, it will start to lose it's meaning. The root of this problem, is that I get very impatient with people who don't see where I'm comming from right away. Sometimes I'll even condemn people of not being an understanding person, before I even give them a chance, causeing me to start right off in an agressive maner. I develope anger twards misinterperators all too quickly, leaveing me a rageing mess, and the subject of my rage in resentment of the conversation at hand. I think that by calming my approach, I can achieve satisfying results more freqently.