:D

Satisfaction's been denied,

As every drop of hope's been dried.

Every new idea's been tried,

Now I'll just enjoy the ride.

Where I end up, I'll supress,

And just put up with all the rest.

Mediocre, when at best,

I'd like to put that to the test.

 

I know it's only in my head,

These chemicals, I feel so dead.

If nothing's real, why do I dread

All that has been done or said?

I am alone, I am but one,

Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run.

Now this ride, it's not much fun,

Once all is lost, I will have won.

 

Riseing, falling, all the same,

Act on impulse, place the blame.

My heart and mind are far from tame,

Pride conflicting with my shame.

I can't slow down, or else I would,

I won't do what I know I should,

Because that wouldn't feel as good,

I'd drain depression, if I could.

 

So when it's all put in perspective,

We don't act without objective.

Everyone's overprotective,

Greedy, selfish, and selective.

Human nature's so impure,

We're never certin, never sure,

Once we win, we just wan't move,

It's all just too much to endure.