Feelings.

What's on my mind.

I understand that through my eyes, the world and people apear much different than they do to everyone else. The same applys to the rest of the world. We all have different experiences and pasts that effect our outlooks and views on everything. I hate clashing, I hate fighting, I hate yelling, I hate problems, and I hate pain. But I am well aware I'm not alone in it. This world we live in is just like that. Most people have their fair share of hell of some sort, whether it's in large or small doses. Nobody has the right to judge or gauge anyone elses pain; If you can't feel it, you don't know what that specific pain is like. I have come to the realization that most, ( I almost wanna say all ), people are scum. People are stupid. People are cold. People make huge mistakes. So do I, so do you. Some people, dispite being the scum of the earth that they are, are just worth it. Sometimes feelings are so strong, you'll allow yourself to go through a little more than you'd like to, just because letting go is not on your list of options. Even if the list of options is miles long, and over half of them are crossed out and tried. Even after continuous failures. Because as long as there is that last drop of hope left, it's still worth it. It's worth it until every drop is gone, and hope is bone dry. Not everyone is. Only a person themself can detirmine whether or not someone is worth it, nobody else has a countable say. When there is anyone that important to you...you don't just give up and call it quits. Why? Worth. Value. Love...