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To hell with all my feelings
To hell with right and wrong
I know this day
I cannot change
instead I'll write a song

How do you choose
from compromise
of moral obligation

of choosing  deeds
from selfish needs
this is my complication

You know I understand
I know your words are true
but in my heart
and in my mind
all I want is you

I know my words are spoken
these promises I've kept unbroken
but if I may
I'm not the same
and somehow I'm still true

How to cement
this sentiment
in words, this jaded soul

I can't express
I must repress
and try to fill this hole

Because my heart is bleeding
I'll sew up this open chest
I'll hide away
This jealous pain
and fake that I'm not needing

To hell with all my feelings
To hell with wrong and right
I know this may
Come off as strange
but I need you in my life

How do you choose
from discipline
of heartfelt adoration

of choosing  heed
from selfish need
I've found a new frustration

You know I understand
I know your words are true
but in my heart
and in my mind
all I want is you

I know things will play out
Things may change and in the end
what ever happens happens
I'll be your greatest friend