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I wrote you a letter

to say I'm sorry for who I am

apologize for the things I've done

tell you exactly where I stand

You didn't need to listen

when I told you things were rough

when I said i hate this world

and that I think I've had enough

I've gone out to the waters

just to see how long I last

Think its time that I rid this from myself

and leave it in the past

you didn't need to give a s**t

when I got angry showed my pride

you came around to find myself

as I showed the things i try to hide

I wrote you a letter

to say I'm sorry for who I am

apologize for the things I've said

yeah this is where I stand

I stand in confusion

am I a boy or a man

I play all these games because

it makes me seem alright

I have some insecurities

I struggle with my pride

I'm a bit out of place

and sometimes paranoid

I could love you deeply

give you my whole life

but we could never get along

cause I'm thinking all the time

thinking about my problems

religions and this life

politics and philosophy are

what really make up my time

I try to ignore it

but the thoughts they ever flow

please don't hold it against me

i just try to live my life

but the more I try to hide it

it all comes out at one time..