Collection

This is for you

I don't believe in the video.

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

F*****g insane tube

 

I don't believe in the Video

But i believe in the radio

Images burning my eyes

Voices clouding my thoughts

This is what you want

This is what you get

Subliminal messages

Justfuckingthrowitaway,dropitnownownownownownownow

^now^now^now^now^now

Now,is this point

Of the sword

of the pen

Trap me with your video lies

Control me with your radio vibes

Hide from me with your disgusting disguise

Use your 'this' to keep me from wise

Buy me

Love me

Control me

Kill me

F**k me

Forms,Waves,Flashes,Bangs,Wows

I don't believe in the video

but i do believe in the radio.

© 2008 Red_Queen

Stop.

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

short and not so sweet.

 

Stop.

Are you ready?

Close your eyes.

Do you see it?

Listen closely.

Can you hear it?

Breath deep.

Taste it?

Stop!

© 2008 Red_Queen

Thousand man sore

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

Pass me around.

 

Everybody hate you but they want some more.

Passed out, dead to the world, on the floor

You leave no room to open the door.

Now all you are is a f*****g w***e

Your lips are covered with the thousand man sore.

The apple of thier eyes, Till you start to bore.

© 2008 Red_Queen

The Monkey

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

And there was this. no The word. The f*****g words everywhere. A poem in itself.

 

It is the monkey who has no heart.

He is the monkey who tears me apart.

This is the monkey who injects the pain.

She is the monkey who ruins my day.

They are the monkey who kill the minority.

We are the monkey who have the authority.

© 2008 Red_Queen

Ocean so shallow

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

And the word was...

 

My ocean is so deap

It's only a puddle

You love what is cheap

You just want to cuddle

This shallow ink

You make my boat Float

When it should only sink

You live with too much hope

Do you understand what i am saying?

My s**t is still spraying

Why are you still praying?

To see this again

It should be a sin

Let me apply my own spin

To this already twisted work of word

I am not the prophet bird.

Time to die you f*****g t**d

© 2008 Red_Queen

Man made Freak

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

This man made freak.

Who can not speak.

Who dances with the dead.

Who lays them in his bed.

Who can't get out of his own head.

© 2008 Red_Queen

Fists for hugs

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

I hate you with so much love

My blows show how much I care

My fists are hugs

My foul tounge a kiss

I will force the vegetables down your throat

It is good for you

I am not

Dear god i want to.

Why are we Anti-Everyhing

Will our lives end with a bang?

Or a whimper?

F**k you! You piece of s**t!!!!

This is roughly translated to:

"I love you"

My double ended sword

Digs down your mouth.

Am i still sick?

Will you cure me?

Will you "love" me?

© 2008 Red_Queen

In(no)(sense)

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

Din and dissonance

Destroy all the In(no)(sense)

Disgusting and vile

Vomit up the bile

This is

In(no)(sense)

My mind is a scratched

Skipping tracks

My mind is a telescope

Destroying all your hope

This is

In(no)(sense)

© 2008 Red_Queen

Ascention to the trash bin

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

My mind is walled in.

Inspiration has flown out the window

That does not exist

CLosed Tight

To keep the angels out

The demons in

All I have left is sin

Ascention to the trash bin

© 2008 Red_Queen

Don't, Why?

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

Don't ask me Why

I will only deny

Don't look deeper

You'll only get weaker.

Goodbye.

© 2008 Red_Queen

I'm not.

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you

 

I am sitting.

The water is filling.

I am standing.

The flower is wilting.

I am falling.

The clouds are dieing.

I am living.

The rainbow is ending.

© 2008 Red_Queen

Lust or Love?

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

The smoke veiled Goddess

The First wonder of my world

Black velvet falling on her shoulders

Bloodshot eyes looking out

Stars for teeth

Oceans for lips

Lust or Love?

The book is unfinished

Acid tears and

Ecstacy kisses

Silk for skin

Diamonds for eyes

Beauty is fleeting

Nothing is forever

Except the image of

You in my mind

Lust or Love?

© 2008 Red_Queen

Rainbow Field

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

I want to love you.

 

I want honeydew melon

And rainbow sprinkles

Not this black licorice

That is force-fed into everyone.

I vomit tar.

My breath reaks with your filth.

I want cotton candy clouds

And marshmellow skies.

I want a personal wonderland

With trees built of lollipops

And oceans filled with ice cream

I am ready to return to the happy

This dissapointment is begining to get old

I have wasted too much time

When nothing in my life seems to rhyme.

My apple is rotten

Worms have taken nest.

I want to go to my

Rainbow Field

My wonderful, wonderful wonderland

I want strawberry flavored poison

So i can feel safe in this (anti)wonderland.

Please will you take me to my

Rainbow Field?

© 2008 Red_Queen

F**k

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

Warning this poem contains F**k you. It's a word get over it.

 

F**k, is all I have left

F**k, is me now

F**k, is the only thing that has any meaning anymore.

F**k, is the only thing that makes sense.

I am f**k.

Thats all I will ever f*****g be.

F*****g trees

Growing out of my f*****g skull.

F**k is a word

I am a f*****g person

What the f**k is the difference?

This isn't even a f*****g poem anymore

It never was a f*****g poem

All it is, is f**k

All we are is f**k

F**k is the only thing I have left in my life.

F**k the only thing I have left in my life.

F**k only thing I have left in my life.

F**k thing I have left in my life.

F**k I have left in my life.

F**k have left in my life.

F**k left in my life.

F**k in my life.

F**k my life.

F**k life.

F**k.

© 2008 Red_Queen

Every F*****g thing is wrong

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

Every, Every, Every

F*****g thing

is wrong

Your eyes produce only errors

Every f*****g thing is wrong

you aer in control of the infinite mind

you are right.

All this time i thought

you wanted me to

be like you.

You didn't

No one can

Not even you can be you

Everything about this is fucked.

I can't breath right.

piss right, live right

eat right, see right

I can't even BE right

NO!

You f*****g listen to me

I am right, you will never be.

Every F*****g thing is wrong

© 2008 Red_Queen

[untitled]

A Story by Red_Queen

 

FOr the nonsense contest

 

well nonsense...

...

where do i start?

over there?

or maybe right here?

Yes right here will be fine.

you know what i love i love a CLockwork orange because untill you get to chapter five it makes absolutly no sense. hes talking about

"oi what say we go out and hve a real horrorshow time maybe pick up a few devotchkas and haves some of the ol' in-out-in-out, eh? right right right? then we can make a stop at the kolotove and pick up some milk with knives that always gets me ready for the old ultraviolence send a copuple tolchoks into a old drunk mans rot and pluck out his glozzies"

I mean whart the f**k was anthony burgess thinking when he made that up.

I will tell you what he was thinking he was thinkning

"wow this is some goooooooooood acid"

I have to go to wunderland now (not really but i f*****g wish) so iu will see you later.

© 2008 Red_Queen

The knee's of the people

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you

 

We the poeple

are on our knees

mouth full of bile

that we swallow in fear.

F**k it.

Let it pour out

all over thier feet

Drown them in it.

I am done sucking the c**k

of the 'gods'

The Rulers

The Kings

of our time

Join me

They oppress

what the

cannot digesst

We will free them.

And expand thier minds

I'm dirty

I'm bad

I'm taboo

Thus i am evil.

© 2008 Red_Queen

My dreams nightmare.

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you. But i want you to steal it.

 

I am stuck in this dream

that might be my life.

The lines are blurry

and my eyes are gone

I speak without a tounge.

I touch without hands.

I am oh so scared now

that i will not wake

This is not what I want

But still more is pile onto my plate

my mouth is full of fabrications

and my mind is spilling on the floor.

My arms shake

and rattle the chains

This "paradise?"

Please unlock my mind.

Free me.

Will you?

© 2008 Red_Queen

I can touch the stas now

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

We are so close now.

We can almost grasp them now

The stars.

Arms stretched out

trying to find something

substantial

to wrap our fingers around

The stars

Will be the wrungs

of our ladder.

Climb, Climb, climb

Up or down?

This way, that?

We are so close now

To the diamonds in the sky.

Will we ever climb high enough?

To cradle the light?

To caress the beauty?

No.

WE will not.

But I will.

I can touch the stars now.

Nothing Rhymes with Orange

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

We are all oranges

and everyone knows

Nothing rhymes with orange

Will I ever rhyme

with life, or am I

Destined

To only rhyme with

Dead

I am strapped down

and force fed.

I am an orange

and everyone knows

nothing rhymes with orange

I want to rhyme with

Love

but I only seem to attract

Hate

Should i inject the needle?

and just sedate?

myslef?

I want to rhyme with apple

with peaches

with rainbow grapes

But i only rhyme with orange

So i am nothing.

Because evryone knows

nothing rhymes with orange.

© 2008 Red_Queen

We

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

We

are the nothing that is everything

We

are the everything that is void

We

hold the power of a dead battery

We

recharge with bottles and pain

We

are growing into a tree that is dead before it sprouts

We

are the Me

We

are the us

We

are the they

We

are the them

We

are I

And

I am a liar

We

are the everything that is everything

You are more then us

F**k the rest,

Pass the test,

In this guessing game of madness

© 2008 Red_Queen

Naptime and Ice cream

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

I love you all of you.

 

I want to go back to Naptime

and flying down the hot slide

Popsicles and ice cream

All that is left is our screams

My white dress has darkened

My innosence defiled

No more walking to reccess

in a single file

My teeth are rotten

Though i eat nothing sweet

No more playing in the sun

sweating in the summer heat

WE are dead to the world.

Numb to the pain.

I want to go back to Naptime,

and ice cream

© 2008 Red_Queen

Lolipops and teddy bears (the real version)

A Poem by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you. But i will let you borrow it.

 

What happened to the days

of lolipops and teddybears?

Now all we have

is war and people screaming its not fair.

What happened to the days of sunshine and smiles?

Now all we have

is an innoscence that has been defiled.

The days are gone up in flame

and no one wants to take the blame.

It was me

It was you

It was god

It was everyone

Him, her

He ,she

What happened to the days

Of lolipops and teddy bears.

© 2008 Red_Queen

C**k Sucker

A Chapter by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

I dress in fashion

I love looking Beautiful

So thus i suck c**k

next chapter  

© 2008 Red_Queen

AntHIll

A Chapter by Red_Queen

 

This is not for you.

 

Ants Scurry Past us.

We ignore all them passing.

Smashing hills with feet

Blood invisible

Too small are they to notice

blind are we to all

All of them will die

I will die as one of them

i too am small.

Addicted to Love

You give your hearts away like candy on holloween

It takes everything i am not to scream

My defiance at your mindless self indulgance

into useless activities of plan to see nothing