Dear Him,

I miss it.I miss everything,I just wish you realize we could've gotten through it, together. I will still be there whenever you need me and we will continue to be friends because that's just how strong we are, we can always stay friends. We care too much about each other to leave one another alone. I wish you would do what made you happy. Don't worry about what those people say or what their rules and regulations are, if they really cared about us and wanted to see us happy they would respect our decision just like we respect them in class and in rehearsal. And if you don't want us together that's okay as well, but your subconscious says other wise. I'm not trying to be biased but even from an outsiders perspective, it is obvious we love each other. I know you need time for yourself and to figure yourself out. And maybe after the show you will have some more you time but I just wish you realize that you don't have to end us because of this. I didn't end us because of that, but its okay, I know you were just doing what you thought is best. I miss your eyes, your smile, your kisses, your "I love you's" your "You're too clingy." and everything in between. I just hope that one day we can be together again, for Alexander, Meadow and Catherine's sake. I love you