Him

Something I hope will be true one day

You, I don't know who you are. But, I hope you arrive soon. I cry to sleep every night and I pray that the world will end because I don't have the strength to end my own. So I hope you exist, I hope you are actually out there. People say that I will find someone eventually but to be completely honest, my hope is growing thin and I am holding on by a thread. So I hope you exist I hope you know that I will be clingy and paranoid. I am broken and I will be recovering from the battles of my life. But I want you to know that even though I will slip up and I will be annoying and every once and awhile I will fall. Please forgive me and please see me. Please exist, this is the one time I hope that people are correct.