It
was all a mass of confusion and destruction. All around was fighting
and rubble. The death eaters were throwing curses at anyone they saw
passing. Not one person was safe. You ran quickly up the stairs,
having to turn every few seconds to curse a death eater behind you.
You couldn't take it any more, the thought that Fred might not be
okay. The thought that someone could be hurting him. Your eyes stung
with tears. You were breathing heavy and the lump in your throat from
crying made it painful to breathe at all. You heaved at your lungs in
frustration, wheezing horribly. You had to keep going though, if you
stopped, you were almost certain you would be killed. You moved
faster and faster, not caring how much your legs hurt. Turning
quickly into any the corridor, you could run freely now. You threw
one final curse at the death eater, and he fell to the floor,
lifeless and pale. You had to compose yourself. No matter who it was,
you had never been comfortable killing people, you felt shameful and
evil. You moved now faster to get away from the body. Your stomach
began to hurt as you heard the sound of mass destruction in the next
corridor. You reached the tapestry which marked the entrance to the
room of requirements and saw Fred and Percy, fighting alongside one
another. You smiled to yourself at seeing them together. You quickly
wiped it away though, realising you were in the middle of a war zone.
You fled forward, keeping your eyes solely on Fred. As the death
eater went down, dead, you ran faster
"Fred!"
You yelled out, and he turned, startled.
"What
the hell are you doing here?" He was trying to be angry, but his
happiness to see you alive and well, couldn't be concealed. He went
to talk but you held your hand up to signal his silence, there was no
time.
"I
have to tell you this" You smirked slightly in spite of the next
sentence "Since I might not have another chance after tonight"
He raised his eyebrows expectantly. You expected to be nervous but
you weren't.
"I
Love you, I love you so much, I always have and if I'm honest, I
think I always will" He stood there for a moment, his mouth
slightly open, at a loss for any words to say to you
"Oh
god please say something" You said, the nerves kicking in now.
He mumbled slightly, something you were sure was more of a noise than
any actual words.
"I...I
Love you too" he moved forward
"Always
have." He smiled "Always will" He cupped your face
gently and kissed you. your first kiss with Fred. It was unreal and
unlike anything else. You knew that you would never have a kiss like
this again. You savoured it and imprinted it on your brain like a
photograph of a perfect moment. When he broke the kiss, you saw over
his shoulder that Percy was smiling too, a proud smile, for the first
time in so long.
His
smile faded too quickly. He began to yell and suddenly, Fred grabbed
your shoulders and you were thrown to the floor at the side of him.
When you finally got to your feet, the sight in front of you made
your chest pain you incredibly.
"No."
You could barely even speak. Your voice was cracking and the tears
were back in your eyes again.
"NO!"
You screamed out, the pain worsening significantly. You got up, but
your legs were shaking so much that you fell back down again, forcing
yourself to crawl over to where you had but two minutes ago been
standing. Your hands shook so much now, that it was difficult to even
lift them up.
Fred's
body lay lifeless and cold in front of you. His mouth still crooked
from the smile he had given to you. Percy stoked his hair
affectionately, tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Fred?"
You choked "This isn't funny" You shook him slightly "Stop
it Fred!" You started to shake him more now "Fred!"
you couldn't even breathe now from crying so much, you heard someone
shout about more death eaters coming but you didn't care. You just
held his hand, crying into his still chest. You felt someone grab
your waist, it was Lupin.
"Come
on" He pulled you, trying to be gentle and kind, needing to get
you away. You were far too emotional to fight anyone right now. But
you didn't want to leave him. You flung your arms about, trying to
put your weight down so he couldn't move you. He just pulled you
harder.
"No!
Fred! Wake up! Wake up!" You reached a hand out, hoping he would
wake up and grab it, but he didn't. You just watched his lifeless
body fade into the distance as you were pulled away, screaming. You
hadn't lied. You would always love him, and you did. When you had
grown grey and old, you still kept that picture of him, so young and
full of life. You sometimes forgot that you weren't that young any
more. You would catch a glimpse in the mirror and begin to cry. He
felt to far away now. And when you breathed your last breath, it was
Fred Weasley who was the last thought to ever cross your mind. From
the moment you met him, to your very last moment, you loved him with
every piece of you.