Complicated

I'm scared to love you

The complication pulls me in

Long nights, thinking of you

I'll never let my heart win

The more I tell myself

He's no more than a friend

The more i find myself

Knowing I cannot pretend 

I can't escape his smile

his words seep into my skin

I want to lay awhile 

just me and him

You're cautious to fall

inncase you hit rock bottom

But I'll be your wall

saving you from being forgotten

We will stand together

strong and as one

united forever 

Until our days are done

To die by your side

would be a beautiful way

you will be my pride

until my final day

Author's Note

I kind of threw these verses together, so I'm not sure about them yet.

Reviews

[afra]

my fav lines were
To die by your side
would be a beautiful way
you will be my pride
until my final day
good job

[Beck Louise]

Thank you :)

[quixotic_rose]

I think they are spectacular! very raw emotion displayed here, showing how much your companion means to you. Lovely write :)

[Beck Louise]

Thank you! :) This person does mean a lot to me, unfortunately, the situation is far too complicated and I wish he meant nothing ha. Cheers again:)

[quixotic_rose]

oh I know exactly what you mean. Maybe the situation will untangle itself in a good way? and you're welcome :)

[Beck Louise]

I doubt it in all honesty but thank you anyway :)