Unloved

Crying everyday when no one is looking

When no one is around

Feeling like you're unwanted

Feeling like you should tolerate anything and everything from everybody else

Feeling like if you let the people treat you like crap then no one will care if you disappear the next day

They won’t even notice if you pack a bag and walk out of their lives

Use you when they don’t want to do something

Don’t pay attention to you so you feel unloved

Mom doesn’t like you and doesn’t appreciate you

Friends love you but since you don’t know the true definition of love you don’t realize it’s there

Family doesn’t pay close attention to you while you walk around like everything is fine

Like nothing can bother you while you are too chicken to show them your real emotions

Afraid that if they know the truth they would disown you and throw you on the streets

It’s not like they care anyway

Hell your daddy left, why do they need to stay??

Yeah my mom kicked him out but he could have came by to see me

I was his priority, his responsibility as his child which he abandoned when he walked out the door

So as you continue to feel unloved and no one notices

You walk around on eggshells crying every time you have a moment alone

Feel like they hate you because you're stubborn and hard-headed but you can’t change

That what you received from your dad

Your only quality trait that makes you his child and you can’t let it go

Because then you would lose all faith completely

Because then you would lose your hold on him completely

Without already having anything left of him you feel unloved and useless

Forget what they say about love

Love is an emotion that comes and go

Feeling like it has an expiration date when it never really started

But time to confess...you'd rather let it all go instead of holding on to the pain that comes and goes

So you walk around feeling unloved while the world seems to be against you

Out the pain goes one day and one day it will return

Maybe to a day you can beckon to understand the pain and loss that makes you feel unloved

Author's Note

This is a poem i wrote about feeling like your family doesnt love, apprecite, or care about you. I dont need sorrow i just need for them to make me feel like i am wanted.

Reviews

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awwwwwwwwwwwwwww i feel for u rayanna


-xoxo kema