Chaos

I trusted you.

I thought you loved me.

I thought you cared.

But you keep scarring me.

Leaving my wounds unclean,

Even bare.

You keep hurting me,

And stacking it all on me.

Expecting me to do things,

That simply are not me.

You keep telling me how to live.

You keep trying to knock me over,

But I still stand tall.

You don’t like it,

So you keep stacking it on top of us all.

You cause problems,

Because you have nothing to do.

Then you expect me not to notice,

And not to hate you.

But you left me,

You left me behind.

You took my childhood away,

And let old men look at me.

You moved away to your uncles place.

You want a divorce,

You lying, two face.

You make me sound like I am so weak,

A victim, a nothing.

Drama is what you seek.

You never liked me.

You never cared.

Now you want to sell my house?

Where will we live?

In a ten?

Stop paying our mortgage?

You threatened foreclosure too?

What happened to you?

You want my brother to move in,

You don’t want to pay a cent.

Where will I live in a tent?

You have left me all alone, time and time again.

Separating my family? 

You are not a father, not even a friend.

You are a monster,

And one day your terror will end!

I am tired of all the chaos.

The bullshit too.

You blame me for everything.

You don’t think about anyone, but you.

What Bryan wants is what everyone suffers for?

I’d just like for once, for you to think of something ,else, something more.

I am done with this,

I don’t want this anymore.

I want to move out,

I do not want to live like this anymore.

I cannot handle this a minute more.

Reviews

[Ella]

Alright, I'll be a stick in the mud, I feel TERRIBLE for saying this since it is obvious you poured your heart out but this one didn't really do it for me. Sorry, I don't know what it is about it...

[Soul Fire]

Okay. Thanks for the review. this is my current life right now... might have to move...parents are most likely getting divorced soon..Dad wants my brother to move in with him so he doesnt have to pay child support,and he can get baby bonus,and my brothers large sum of money he gets... My dads threatening to stop paying my mortgage and eventually foreclose. It's okay, Thanks for reading. :)

[Ella]

Welcome.
I know what is going on. I've read almost a lot of your writing pieces.

[Soul Fire]

Thanks.. for reading them, I appreciate it. (:

[Ella]

Mhm. Not a problem.