Sorry

I wanted to tell you,

but I didn't want to hurt you.

 

I didn't want to hurt your beautiful soul.

So I kept these things inside,and nearly exploded.

 

I self destructed myself so you wouldn't implode.

 

I tried to use the advice that I had been told.

 

I wasn't trying to pretend,

You were really a friend.

 

Just.. things you didn't know,and I couldn't find the words tell.

 

Meanwhile,

I was Under this boys spell.

 

I'm sorry for what I did,and what I've done.

 

I just needed to tell you,

But i was afraid.

 

 

I'm sorry for what I've done.

 

I didn't want to tell you or ask you to change.

 

That would have been wrong.

 

So i let it grow inside me like mange..

 

 

i'm sorry im so strange.

 

I guess my judgement got out of range.

 

I didn't want to hurt you can't you tell?

I didn't want to hurt you...

 

So I walked away.

 

Im sorry.

Author's Note

not really my best.but its for someone who needs to know how i felt.im not finished,still needs some editing.