I'll start from the beginning..A Chapter by Soul Fire
I guess I will start from how we meet (: (oh by the way, I'm going to skip a bunch of the fights we went through because at one time we broke up bla bla bla but I'm going to skip that)
Well on March 18th (2 days from my birthday) I got a text from a strange number I didn't know. I assumed it was one of my friends so I opened it and I read it and it said "Hey Melisa". Now I had no clue who this was. So I told them they had the wrong number and of course they didn't believe me and we spent about 20 minutes arguing about it. So then they finally believed me. So I was pretty bored anyway so I just told them that I would take to them anyways. So we started talking and his name was Brice and he lived in Kansas (I live in NC). But we talked for a couple weeks and I always has this weird feeling when I talked to him. Now at the time I didn't know what it felt like to be truly in love, so I didn't know what it was. So anyways, as I was saying, we got where we couldn't go a day without talking to each other. So one day we were texting and he admitted that he really liked me and I told him I liked him also. Even though we both lived almost 2,000 miles away from each other, we felt like it would work somehow. I have trust issues (because of my dad) so it was really hard for me to trust him at first, because every other guy I had trusted had broken my heart. But over the course of about 2 months I trusted him completely and I loved him with all my heart. We would video chat all night or talk on the phone (even on school nights) and even though we both had to get up really early in the mornings, we never regretted it. He was the first person ever who I could totally be myself and never get judged. I honestly got to a point where I didn't wear make-up anymore around him, because he said make-up covered up my beautiful face. I was totally head-over-heels and there's no going back now, and honestly I don't want to ever go back. Before I meet him I had cut my wrists and wanted to kill myself. I mean I was REALLY bad. But he absolutely changed me. He was the only person that could actually get through to me. The only one who truly understands me. The only person that I can be myself around. And I am absolutely positive that I never want to be with anyone else ever again. I love you Brice, with all my heart. From day one I told you that would never change and it hasn't and its been almost 6 months now. <3 Love ya always and forever © 2012 Soul FireAuthor's Note
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Added on September 11, 2012 Last Updated on September 11, 2012 AuthorSoul FireLittle Dreams, Dreamland, CanadaAboutHello, I'm Raya. I love music,writing and singing.I'm always writing or creating something.I really enjoy singing and writing my own music.I write stories,poems and books.I have a large variety of.. more..Writing
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