Last Night

You didn't return my texts,

20 minutes went by

Last that you said to me,was ''Leave me',and ''Goodbye.''

My heart beated out of my chest.

I started to feel less and less.

I started to cry.

You didn't text me back,

Is this ''the end.'' 

Is this ''the goodbye.''

I kept the tears behind,

but they had to leave too.

They started to roll out of my eyes.

You still haven't texted me,

What a surprise.

I went outside,and called you.

Your answering machine is all I got.

I felt like I was on the spot.

And finally one text I got.

''Leave me.''

I refused,I felt abandoned ,left and abused.

''Leave me.''You said.

Everytime I read that was a moment I dread.

I begged you to return my calls.

I was beginning to feel so,so small.

You told me you'd answer my call.

I called you back,

Heard your voice.

Felt so good.

But you made a bad choice,

I started to .

You tried to kill yourself,you tried to die.

You told me all about it and how sorry you are.

I started not to believe this,

the drama and all.

You tried to calm me down.

But it's hard when your not around.

I started to cry.

I couldn't just say ''goodbye.''

You got me to chill.

I told you to stop this!

This isn't you,this isn't your will!

You told me that your sorry.

and that you weren't thinking at all.

That you were stupid,and sorry for it all.

Author's Note

not finished,,but what do you think?