ControlA Poem by Soul FireA poem about a dysfunctional relationship I had with one of my exes.He was very controlling,manipulative,abusive and a liar!
You told me what to wear,
How to style my hair. You told me what I could do, and where I could go. You told me who my friends could be, You made me betray my family. You lied to me, and you retained control. You said that you would leave, If I didn't listen to you. You told me how to do things. What I could and could not do. You hid away behind your xbox control, You liked to control the ones around you,like your game. I really really tried to tame you, But I failed. I really should have bailed. But you kidnapped my will,and we sailed away. You wouldn't let me tell you how you made me feel, It was too much of a ''big deal.'' You were so controlling it made me want to squeal! I couldn't be myself. You put me in chains. Our relationship was full of pains. For me, It always rained. You tried to tie me up with all your lies, And when I escaped, You let out a few gasps and cries. I tried to say ''goodbye.'' But I wasn't strong enough. Our dysfunction was suffocating me. You starved me of reality. I stayed inside my box, tied in chains. And when I screamed , You turned off the lights and said ''Sweet Dreams.'' As if I were a pet canary. Our Relationship was pretty scary. You tried to manipulate me to do things. Your serpents tongue grew wings. You are an evil young man, You do not control me. You do not have control. You can go away.. Leave me alone. Take your s**t with you, Make it go away. The night you said ''It's over.'' I barely cried, Because if I stayed with you,I surely would have died.
© 2012 Soul FireAuthor's Note
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18 Reviews Added on August 28, 2012 Last Updated on August 28, 2012 AuthorSoul FireLittle Dreams, Dreamland, CanadaAboutHello, I'm Raya. I love music,writing and singing.I'm always writing or creating something.I really enjoy singing and writing my own music.I write stories,poems and books.I have a large variety of.. more..Writing
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