Forever and always

Beethoven once said-

"Forever thine, Forever mine, Forever ours"

I want my true happiness
I want that never ending spiral of excitement and happiness that comes from the place that exist to be our world
the sky
the clouds
the sun
to show me to where it is that this one must be
to show me how to get there
where to go
I want to wake up and know that my forever
will
always promise me this
knowing that there's no going back
that once started
it has to finish
wanting that want
that has now for awhile
been a need
and a necessity
for this human element,
the periodic table
of my life
soon
needing to be finished

knowing I trust it the second it hits the ground and starts running off
my pursuit of happiness
can then be ran with someone by my side
the age I am
the way they are
makes me wait even longer

that lucky 1%
let it blow its wind on that one
that will be with me forever
show its way to me

sitting and waiting
for him to love me
set me free

let me wonder this world
knowing you'll be there
the one I often write about

when the stars all fall down
like the London bridge
that many little people speak of

in laughter and stride

know that I
have learned much
I can let go

learning to adjust
when I loose many
many
that leave holes in my heart
many in my past
left marks

a band aid here
masking tape there

trying to recover

oh wont you be my
Beethoven
of words
love me forever
always keep me

be my GPS
Guide me to my life
Promise me love
Soulfully put everything you have into what I've needed
for so very long
love me
for everything I believe in
everything I exist to be
Love me
just me
not my looks
not my outter shell
love me
all of me

Love me
Where ever you go

so I know
your smile will shine
brighter then the sun
and the moon
on a solar eclipse

"Forever thine, Forever mine, Forever ours"

Is what Beethoven once said
a great
in words
and wisdom
happiness
and
life

Promising words
songs
and his own
formulaic
melodies
love
always conqures
forever
and always