Time for me to move on

This is about me moving on from my recent ex-boyfriend.

I lay awake at 3:00am in the morning.

I think of your face.

I think of your voice.

I think about if we could of worked.

I wish you could come back.

It's killing me inside if you will come back.

Will you come back? or leave me hanging? 

Its been 11 months and you haven't decided yet.

I wish you made up your mind already.

but you haven't

keeping me in the  dark.

I hope you make up your mind soon.

I roll over to my side.

I start to shed a tear and wipe it away.

I start to sit up.

I tell myself I can either sit here and cry about him 

or 

I get over him.

I decide to get over you.

I can't wait for you any longer.

It's time for me to move on. 

I want to hang on to hope you will come back but I can't anymore. 

I am tired of crying over you.

I am tired of thinking about you.

I am just tired of it.

I want to work things out with you but I can't wait any longer.

I have waited 11 months now.

It's time for me to move on from you.

Come back to me or don't.

I am done being hung up on you.

It's time for me to take care of myself. 

It's time for me get better.