He gave me the cold shoulder

this is about my ex-bf giving me the cold shoulder

He just gave me the colder shoulder as he walked by. I felt so hurt when he did that. His eyes turned black. He hates me. He gave me that cold shoulder when I walked on the cross walk. He gave me the cold shoulder when i was at the grocery store. He gave me the cold shoulder once he saw me at a restaurant. He gave me the cold shoulder once he saw me at a wine store. He will always give me the cold shoulder. He thinks he can put everything over my head. He thinks i am the one that broke his heart. He thinks i am the one that did him wrong. He is the one that really hurt me.  he is the one that left me. He left me on the floor crying for four months straight. He didn't have the balls to come back. All he does is making excuses as to why he is mad at me. He just wants to put me down. He wants to make it seem i am the issue. when he is the issue too. He is too emotionally abusive. He is too toxic. He does not understand that he is the one that hurted me. the one that treated me like s**t. the one that push me to the curb. the one that threw me away. the one that he didn't want to be with. He is trying way too hard move on from me. He is trying way to hard to forget me. you cant forget me jordan!!!! you can't no matter how hard it is. you cant. if you say you hate me then why do you miss me? like you do care about me and do you want me and you do need me!!!! so stop lying to everyone and tell them the damn truth!!! you want me, you miss me, you need me, you still f*****g love me!!!! so stop denying everything!!!! pick up that damn phone and call me on dou!!!! you f*****g coward!!!