torn by you

you tell me not tell people about our business.

you dont see that you are controlling me.

you think you are not doing anything wrong.

you become a narcissist.

so i am the one that is toxic and your not?
i am not trying to make you feel bad. 

i am just telling you how i feel.

I am torn by you.

you dont see it.

your toxic.

you are bad for me.

i am torn by you.

i still crave you.

your bad for me but i want you still.

your hands on my waist feels like heaven.

your hands feel like a warm cup of coffee.

your hugs make me feel safe.

your eyes tell me you love me.

your words tell me you want me.

I am still torn by you.

you want to love me but then you hurt me.

you make me happy then you make me cry.

i can feel it happening again. 

i am torn by you.