you left me all alone....

you were not there on that saturday night as i was feeling pain in my heart. i wish you were there instead of her. you left me when i needed you the most. how can you do that to me. i need you and you know it. the pain was very where. i could not stop it. i was crying. i went manic. i was laughing and crying at the same time. you broke my heart into a million pieces. now i have to live my life out you for a while. its killing me. i hate not talking to you. i hate you becoming a ghost in my eyes. your not the person i met that day. you changed after 4 days. since you called me i feel like you dont care. you dont want to talk about us. you say you dont want to lose me and promised me that you wont leave me. i hate how you said its my decision if i do walk away. so thats its telling me you will walk away.... if you cared about me you wont say that to me. i think your mom is in your head. she always is. she won't let you care about me. she wants to tell you what to do. she wants you to stop caring about me. i can see it. you dont want me. oh well. i will just move on likke very heart broken girl does. its whatever i will find someone that dont treat me like this and wont let their own mother control their love life. have fun having your mom control you because i won't be there to help you. i wont be there anymore. i don't care anymore since you dont care. it goes to show that i lost you because we dated. i just hope you think of me a good friend and great ex girlfriend. i hope you dont think bad of me.