he wants to hide from me

this is about my recent ex-boyfriend.

He called me out of the blue and I was scared to see his face on my phone. I picked up the phone and he said to me "how are you doing?" i told him why are talking to me. then he told me he got tested if he had a infection it came out negative then for the herpes type 1 it was positive he told me that he could of have it but he has anti bodies. then i asked him did i give it to you and he told me that's what i am thinking because i dont know. then we talked about it how i can't give it to him if i am not breaking out. how we watched a movie for a hour and   i did take my meds before we did anything. so i didn't give it to him. but he does not now who did then i asked him if it was kayla and he got checked and it was all negative. i asked him who else you were with it was julia which is now james. he told me they didn't have sex but she didn't have any leshins around her mouth. then i asked him do you have her number he said no i don't i ether delete my ex's numbers or block them i told him i hope you dont do that to me. then i told him i hope you dont walk away from me he told me its my choice if i want too.   told him you promised he said i did but  i will keep it. i told him i want to be with him but idk he told me can we not talk about that right now. why not i am just saying he told me i need space so i can't talk about it. i asked him when are you going to talk to me he told me idk okay then i asked him will you talk to me he told me eventually i will. then i asked him you dont want to lose me right? he told me no  i dont i told him. then he had to go do his work. i felt like he didn't care and wont give me a time when he will talk to me. hen needs to have a timeline so i know not idk that's just means you wont talk to me again. that's what i am hearing. idk i hate how he is making me more upset and making me feel like he deos not care and he does not know what he wants and he wants to hide form me. i dont like how he is like this. i wish he would tell me that he still wants me or at least wants to be friends with me.. they way he is acting me making me feel like he wants to walk away form me. either way if he does not care then i should not either. either way he needs to talk to me soon he cant hide from me forever. you cant hide from me!!!!!!! stop being a heartless dick!!!!