Can't Believe that he is not mine

This is about my recent ex-lover. he Called if off dating me and i am upset that i can't be with him.

when I saw your massage on that friday evening. I was sooooo upset. I could not believe that you would call it off. you didn't wait four days for me to decide to slow things down or speed things up. You should of not give up on his. i feel like i am dying inside since your not mine. you were my king, my love bug, my babe now you are not. it hurts looking at your pictures now. it hurts looking at when you i see you on Video chat. I feel so dead inside. i feel so alone without you. you make me happy. you make my rainy days into sunny days. you make me feel wanted and loved. you care so much it makes me sooo happy. you make me feel warm that my blood in my veins start to boil and i can feel warm inside. i feel safe with you and in your arms. nothing can harm me. you will protect me that anything hurts me. you are the one for me. i won't be able to find someone that makes me feel this way. There is soo many people that would treat me like s**t but you treat me the way i should be treated. you treat me right. you dont put me down. you dont control me. you are perfect for me. if only we can be together but i know we cant. you had to let me go even though it hurts a lot. you feel regret and guilt. 

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[Mr. D]

People come and go. Giving your heart to any one person can never end well. Dwell on that, and it may become resentment. I find it silly to give your heart to people. I always will. Life never goes the way we want it to. I believe wanting nothing is the best thing in life.