He comes and goes...

this is about a guy that keeps coming into my life and out of it

He comes and goes into my life. He is like the knight of swords which comes and leaves as swiftly. He was so kind to me like a cat. He was so sweet like chocolate. He was so handsome like a prince. He was so cute like a kitten. He made me feel like I was the one. He was the one until he left. He left me not once not twice but three times like tic tac toe. He doesn't know what he wants. Does he want me or her? it's all too confusing like a puzzle. He comes back to me like nothing happen. He thinks I am that dumb to forget? When he ghosted on me the second time?  I guess so. once I asked him a question about why did he ran away. Then he reported me. so I feel I like I am his enemy now when I am not. He needs to stop acting like a child. Stop running away like a mouse runs away from an eagle. now I am mad and frustrated since he left. I am really sad and mad at him for leaving me again. I regret asking him anything. I am all alone again. no one to hold on too. I am broken inside. I can't break free. I want to feel whole again. I want to be loved again. I want to be appreciated  again. I want be admired again. I want to be noticed again. I want to be noticed again. I want to be heard again and I want to be seen again. I cant have this since I always get left behind. This is why he comes and goes....