shocked

This is about my recent ex since he just messaged me.

so you came back to me

you messed me first 

I was shocked when i saw your facebook message popped on my screen.

I thought I was dreaming but I wasn't

I was soo happy to hear from you

You thought I moved on but I didn't

I tried to move on but I couldn't

I talked to many strangers but I rather talk to you instead.

The sunlight wakes me up but once I open my eyes I think of you.

I think about everyday even when I am lying in my bed at night. I wish your arms were wrapped around me. 

Since I talked to you I  asked you if you are over me? you said no. 

 I felt three vibes telling me how you felt.

The first vibe is that you are over me.

The second vibe is your with someone else. 

Third vibe is  you are not over me but your a mess.

so my third vibe was right.

you want me to move on so I can be  happy again which I won't since I am not with you...

I  cant move on since you and i have unfinished business

we need to redefine the relationship

we need to figure out what we want from each other

we have to fix our broken relationship; it's like 10,000 dead roses lying on the floor

we have to pick up all of theses dead roses so we can bring them back to life

we need to heal each others sorrows

time as passed 

we dont have a lot of time left

we need to fix this now

since you messaged me

what do you want me to do?
move on? 

or

be with you?

I need to know now so i can start healing

i just hope you will tell me

i just hope we  can fix what we broke 

I still love you

and 

 I still care about you

I just want to know what you want

Please tell me what you want my little fox

*I take your hand while i look into your eyes as I ask you this question*

Reviews

[Planet x]

it's really hard to move on
There are reasons why you are not together , if you really want to move on , the only option is to find new love and block those ex messages ... I was there so many times , I know how tempting it is to reply and just touch base ...the only one that will get hurt again , would be you

[Curtis.Lenker]

This poem is amazing. Very beautiful way to describe how you felt when your ex messaged you. Great job here.