Dear future me....

The sorry i never heard from him that lives Canada. my boyfriend that lives in Washington has the eyes of the devil I see every day.

I will never get to hear his voice again.I can only hear spinets of them.

The whispers in my head say" leave him, leave him, leave him, leave him" . I walk into a grave all i see on the graves is my name on it written on very one.

it looks like death is knocking on my front door. it says your time is up but I look at the floor.

I know this is not my life I should be living.

I am living in this never-ending dream where I keep running in a maze but I never managed to find a way out.

I never learn from my mistakes baby.

I guess he has taken my soul but I let him.....

Lets how can much can I take tick tock the clock goes Heidi when will you leave him?

I guess he is not toxic enough for you. I guess lets see how he will break you like a stick.......

You will never chose your self but you will always choose him.

Reviews

[Planet x]

Interesting , emotional and very powerful writing
I love your words

[Heidi Deblois]

thank you so much!!!