He vanished

this is about a guy I fell in love with but he ran away from me

When they day he left my side it was like knives poking my heart to the point a small of blood dropped. Then your face, your presence lingered me for two weeks but its fading away and only i have left is the memories we shared. i knew you would leave again because i knew you would hurt me again. That's what your good at hurting the girl that was kind,loyal and sweet to you. You would rather hurt the nice girls but go after the mean ones. I guess that's what you do walk away from something is meaningful but stay with something that isn't. I guess i wasn't enough or you saw that i was something that i am not or you rather be single when you could of told me lets be friends. i guess i can't get what i want and i guess you couldn't fight for what we had i guess your two week to save our relationship. I guess i know now if you come back would i let you fix what you have broken or should i let you go and be free from this emotional pain you have caused me. i guess we will found out until you have the guts to talk to my face and fix this s**t. I hope you know since you vanished i miss you i want you here i want to talk to you i want you here kissing me i want you holding me i want you to make feel happy.i want you here baby. This is what i want but i guess i cant have something that doesn't want me i guess. even though you vanished i hate you for leaving me and i hate that i fell in love with you because i did baby but i guess you denied that i did and you denied that fell in love with me. why leave when it's becoming passionate like the color red. i guess things got to hot for you i guess. well i am here waiting for you to open that door and walk into my life to say your sorry for vansing like that from you.  i would forgive you but not that fast because i dont forgive people that fast. you will have to do a lot gain my trust back because what you did was burning that bridge with me. i guess before vanishing my again take notes and change your a*s because i am not taking any of your bull s**t anymore. i just hope you don't disappear again because if you do ta i won't be taking you back.....