The end of our love story......

this is about a guy I did feel in love with and he left me the third time in a row. so now I am very heartbroken and I don't know why he left...

you promised me you wouldn't leave me..... now 

you left. I am here all alone sitting on that cold bench on a cold winter night.

We said "I love you to each other"

we didn't care about what was happening around us

we wanted to be in each others arms and feel our touch.

while we sleep in different beds in different cities. we wish we could be in the same bed.

we want our love affair to be a relationship

we want to call each other bf and gf

we want this to last an eternity

we dont want to lose each other

we dont want to burn bridges

we dont want to hurt each other

It's like we don't want nothing bad to happen. We dont want lose our connection

it like we dont want to lose what we have....

we care about the other person

but since things got really good you got up then walked away from me while I watch you leave in the distance. I'm wearing a long black lace dress and your wearing ripped black jeans and black and white t-s**t with your black hat on your head....

This is where you leave me all alone with out you. This is when the cold nights get colder.

your presences vanishes 

your ghost haunts me 

I feel like you wont tell me what happened on that Wednesday night at 4:32am

on that hot July summer night

this is our broken relationship

our love story that had failed

our connection that broke. it's like not having reception. 

This where we become strangers again

you cut off the connection

we can't have anymore.

it's like hearing your phone ring but it goes to voicemail....

this feels like it all come to an end

the end of our love story

the end of us

the end of me

the end of you

this what you get when you get your heart broken

this when you trust him he won't hurt you but he does it anyway

this is when he doesn't want to make it work

He just gets up and leaves

like nothing happened

like he doesn't care

like he never loved you

like he won't call you anymore

like he won't say I love you

he won't come back

but then again

he might

and say "I am sorry I left you. I just think your better off with someone else"

so here we are Kody

a broken relationship where you won't talk to me

so I guess this chapter of us closes

and that we go our separate ways

 this is where

you ghosted me a the third time.

I guess this is where we end our last chapter

the satellite lovers

i will never forget you Kody

 i will always remember you were the one that lifted me up from the ground and twril  me around in my black long lace dress while your wearing that black tux with that top hat that I always like....

just like Cinderella did... 

I guess my Cinderella story ended so suddenly.......