Constellation of thoughts

My thoughts, these scattered thoughts, I'm putting them into constellation now.

The silence wasn't complete

For the orchestra of rain was playing outside

Whence to moon shone with such deceit

Hence it accompanied my darkness to abide

Darkness

The reminiscent of a childhood fear

Resurfaces from the daunting shadows

Suffocates and release my tears

As the night threatens to swallow my soul

Fear

The pristine glint of a razor-sharp blade

Like an inkling of promise (forgotten)

Kissed my naked pale veins

Leaving behind a trail of poisoned (fire)

Pain

Darkness, fear and pain throw into a cage

Sealed away with a lock of false serenity

At the turn of the clock, it rampages

An inferno that disrupts the serenity

Night

 

Author's Note

Excuse grammar problems, and tell me what you think about the poem please.