This Dark State of Mind

This poem describes my current state of mind.

Why?  Why me?  Why do I have to be the one do endure this?  These questions stack up like my papers that are due.  This anxiety, this depression.  Who knew life was this hard?  I envy those that have their bodies in a grave.  This world, this hellish place, it angers me.  Some days this life offers such fun and excitement, and other times it beats me and leaves me for the vultures.  As I ponder my past life, I cry.  These tears, these salty escapes.  My safe haven, nonexistent.  My young pictures taunt me.  These days are hard. 

Author's Note

I know it's dark......oops.

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[Markus Anthony]

Sometimes it is the darkness inside us that fuels our passion to write such great pieces. I wish for more happy bubbles in your life and that you'd find joy even in little things.