The last question mark

night overthinking

The last question mark.

Another morning, another sleepless night.. he spent the whole night thinking about her,

about what they had in the past, about every single feeling they felt and about all these days they spent together,

they had a "perfect us" i mean, they was so perfect together, what happened?

One day he woke up, had his coffee and got dressed up for work, spent his whole day staring at his laptop, reading their old conversation 

and wondering what brought them to this point, how did all this happened? where did he go wrong? he just couldn't find an answer,

and also he couldn't hold his tears, he watched his tears dropping slowly on his desk.

he wakes up every single day with a bit of hope, hope that they can be the same as before, hope that he can call her "mine" once again,

hope that all this can be solved.

he lost his world, like before, remember? he had no hope in this world, in this life, he was just living his day and waiting for his death,

and she came in his life like a rainbow, changed everything, coloured all the black days he had, and put a beautiful smile on his face,

but now? he didn't just lose his world, he lost his whole universe, he lost hope in life itself.

he's just wondering and questioning,

did he deserve all this?

was it worth ALL THIS?