Not to be Titled.A Poem by RandolphPlease don't ask...When I wake and I can't find any proof. Hands bound by unwelcome dreams. Why am I crying? Why so near to you I almost scream? When I cast about, need something real. Belly clenched in unforgiving pain. Are you still dying? How am I both cold and inflamed? When I can still feel you breathe on me. Oh F**k, I can't breathe. Do you know I'm trying? Does any of this ever, ever leave? When I can't smell you on the air. I still remember your heartbeat. I'm done with lying. Can I quit? Admit f*****g defeat? When I hear you moving around. Nothing even tastes the same. Is it like flying? I can't even say your name. When it's just air. Nothing else. As I wait. As I wait and as I wait. No too quiet sighing. And I know. I'm too late. I was too late.
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