Self Destruct

Too much to handle

What have i done to deserve so much pain?
Why do i hurt everyday just being me?
Where did it all go wrong it would of been a gain.
It is what it is I'll let it be.
I've endured so much i feel like self destructing
My happy place has been yanked out of my hand
No interest no care you were my construction
I try to stay occupied so i dont feel pain in this s****y land

How do i find that happy place again?
My life is now mixed with anger, sadness, pain, and cold
Back to the cold me with no cares in the world
Guard up with no trust you know its hard to remove rust and mold
Im now a clam of stress and pain on the inside with a shell so hard on the outside

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Author's Note

Possible continuation