The Ocean and the SeedA Poem by Nicholas Antonio Young
My fears have left me stranded, and wanting
Yearning, unlearning what I once called truth Unsurely outspeaking, unknowing, yet reaching f For that ledge to find you To feel the warmth of blue I stand with my back at the shores of time Picking with calloused hands at bits of sand and glass heart Scattered over the ruins of my past life Hoping the slowly ticking and tocking won't drain the rest of me away So here I stay Feet buried, eyes blurry, mind worried that my soul's leaving All the while I choke This pit of fear in my throat Swallowing my words I've yet to speak, and taking back the ones I spoke before my humanity and sanity broke My left hand trembles with these fragments that have already died My right one with the little seed my tree of past life left behind I'm so terrified If I cultivate this new reality it might just die Better to leave it a pathetic little seed, Than a beautiful new tree with a heart, roots and leaves At least that's what my mind thinks But not anymore My heart knows different now, and now i see This is not the way it should be This seed of life was meant to be a tree. So In the ground I plant this seed My shattered heart pieces I toss to the wind And the rest of me I give to the sea. So shall my past be, so shall my life begin.
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Added on August 27, 2015 Last Updated on January 16, 2016 AuthorNicholas Antonio YoungNashville, TNAboutMy name is Nick. I'm just another person in this world filled with thoughts and ideas with the desire to express. I love to read pretty much any form of literature, but my interests in actual writing .. more..Writing
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