Scribbles of the Insane

A Poem by RainbowFlames

I used to love somebody
But then I died
Great way to start a story, right?
Well there’s more to the story than that.
They killed me.
I guess you can say;
I’m “clingy”
I loved them but
They didn’t love me back
And it killed me
I didn’t know what to do
I still don’t
But it wasn’t my fault
They didn’t understand
It wasn’t me
It was them
I tried
I really did
I wanted to trust them
But they broke me before I could

“you’re a brick wall.
You don’t let anyone in.
I don’t know how to help you,
You don’t share your feelings enough with me.
I can’t connect to you.
I don’t know your past, I want to.
You won’t let me in.”

..but I love you.
Forgive me…
I want to trust you, but I can’t.
Everyone…
Everyone
I’ve ever known has lied to me
I can’t trust.
I want to…
But
I
Can’t.
I’m sorry.
I love you.
Forgive me?
Please?
I love you,
So much,
It hurts.
I promise,
I’ll try.
Don’t you believe me?
I tried… I’ve been trying.
It isn’t easy.
Please say you love me?
Please?
It hurts,
So badly.
I want to die.
Without you I feel useless.
Please forgive me,
And love me.
Baby, please?
Please?
…please?
Please…