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Malica Goran stirred in her sleep. It was another
night of sweaty skin and sheets that clung desperately to the moisture. The
particular environment didn't bother Goran, she had moved to Cleveland, Ohio
from Serbia when she was eleven years old, and though it didn’t offer any
considerable amount of humidity, when she was fifteen she moved with her family
to Memphis, Tennessee. Goran remained in Memphis until she was 23, when she
finally decided it was time to get away from home. She didn’t go far. Goran
moved three hours north to Nashville, there, she joined the Tennessee Law
Enforcement Academy and became a police officer. When she was 25 she married, and divorced 4 years
later when infidelity and abuse forced her away. After a few years of
occasional and for the most part indistinguishable relationships Goran gave up
and dedicated herself to the force, which eventually led her back to her first
home. Or at least close to it. Now at 1:24 am Goran slept soundly between her
white 190 thread count sheets. At 1:27
her phone began to ring, she opened her eyes slowly and tried to pretend the
sound didn’t exist, or that the caller would change his or her mind, but after
the fifth ring Goran forced herself up and over to the desk and picked up the
phone. “Malica Goran,” “Malica,
Imamo poprsje na otoku baru,” though she had begun to familiarize herself
with what was, after Serbian, her native tongue the voice on the phone did not
come naturally to Goran, and her brain buzzed for a moment, translating the
words out, We have a bust at the island
bar. The rough Croatian accent rang through the phone again, this time
forcing out English words, “Goran, Did you get that? A bust, get your a*s down to
the main offices, we’re leaving right now!” click. That was all Goran needed to wake
herself up from her half-sleep, immediately she threw off her dirty t-shirt
that listed off the Tennessee Peace Officer Standards and rushed to the closet
to throw on her uniform. In seconds, she was ready and in the elevator down to
the offices on the third floor. A bust. This
is what Malica Goran had been waiting for since she arrived in
Bosnia-Herzegovina. This was her chance to get the sick f*****g a******s that
exploited and sold her people, the young girls that were her family and
friends. This is what she had been waiting for. As soon as she arrived at the main
offices five other men had gathered. This
is a man’s sport. That is what she was often reminded since her arrival. You don’t belong here… but you are here. “Ready boys?” Goran’s head officer,
Andelko Pavic, shoved Goran’s belt at her. “Hours ago, seems we're always waiting
on the women,” Pavic winked at Goran and then returned to his harsh voice,
speaking easily now in Croatian. “Let’s go,” He leads the group out of the
offices. The elevator ride is quiet, and once the group exits the U.N building,
Pavic’s voice breaks the silence, “Listen, this is the first bust we have had
in a long time, and as for Goran and Jovanovic this is your first so I will
take the time to brief you on the way there.” The black unmarked van sat on the
curb waiting for its group, when they get to the doors they automatically slid
open and Pavic showed his I.D. “I know who you are, “ says a smiling
man that although in his late 30’s could pass for 23. On the way to the Island
Bar Pavic began to brief Goran and Jovanovic on what is to be expected, “By the
time we get there the police might already have the girls, we don’t want that.
You know as well as I do that with them the girls will probably end right back
in the bar tomorrow if they leave with the police. Our first objective is to
get in there and check for any serious bodily harm; in that case we can take
the girls without their consent. But remember this, if the girl does not give
her consent, we can not, and I repeat cannot take them.” “Why in the hell not? We know what they
are doing-“ “Goran you know exactly why we can’t
take them. Follow the rules, and don’t make me regret bringing you into my
group.” Goran silenced herself, it was true, she knew why they couldn’t, but
she couldn’t make herself believe it wasn’t just a bunch of bullshit. The only
thing that kept her lips together was the fact that she knew that of all the
men that surrounded her Pavic was the only one she could trust without a doubt,
that he was one of the few that sincerely wanted to save these girls. The group of men arrived at the Island
bar after 45 minutes of driving, and filed quickly out of the van. Instantly a
flurry of Croatian, Serbian and even a few English words circulated through the
air and met Goran’s eardrums. Pavic was right about the police, but fortunately,
Goran thought, they must have just arrived. Or
they are simply extremely inefficient. Likely. Only a few girls stood
outside in tattered clothing, a few more were led out by men in solid blue
uniform that didn’t match Goran’s and her team. Two men with uniforms with the
green striped sleeves like her own argued with the police as they attempt to
check the girls for any sign of injury. Pavic stood by car with a blazing siren
speaking to a man in a suit that didn’t fit that of the police or the team
Goran arrived with. “Goran. Malic Goran! Get over here.”
Goran obediently rushed over to Pavic and shook hands with the man that stood a
good twelve inches taller than she. Another man, closer to Goran’s height,
rushed up beside her and gives her an arrogant smile. “This is Dr. Jozo Vukovic,” Pavic says
motioning towards the taller man, “He is the doctor we have called to give us
the legitimate legal authority we need to take any of the women that he deems
in need of immediate medical care. The damned police have already taken two
girls to the station and the man that that allegedly ran the place so I don’t
have time to go into the bar and do any scene investigating with you. Goran, I’m
giving you orders to go in with officer Nikola Blagojevic, this isn’t his first
time and he knows what he’s doing. If there is anything to find Blagojevic will
find it,” Pavic gave Blagojevic a nod and places his hand on Goran’s shoulder,
“You understand this isn’t going to be the glory you have been dreaming of don’t
you Malica?” Goran nods and looked towards Blagojevic. “I’m ready,” Pavic frowned and walked
off with Dr. Vukovic. Goran knew it wouldn’t be the lap of
luxury, but what she saw before her was nothing like what she had expected. The room was dimly lit,
its wallpaper falling off the walls like unpinned fabric falling off a mannequin.
Two Police officers eyed Goran and Blagojevic, both dressed in U.N uniforms,
suspiciously. They pushed the four girls surrounding them into a line and
around the toppled tables, and through broken bottles of beer. One of the girls
was fortunate enough to have a pair of flip flops under her feet, the other
three fair haired girls tip-toed through the maze of broken glass. “Premještanje
kurve! Premjestiti!” Move w****s! Move! One
of the men yelled, pushing a short timid girl through the mess. As the police
officers passed Goran and Blagojevic one, that seemed obviously drunk to Goran,
spat on Blagojevic’s shoes. The others laughed. Not a muscle on Blagojevic’s
face made even the slightest movement towards contempt. Goran wanted to pounce
on the man and beat him with the nightstick that he jabbed into one girl’s side
before he hollered with laughter and resumed making his crude remarks with the
others. Soon after the men left, the bar feel silent and only Goran and
Blogojevic were left to fill the space. “Over here,” Blagojevic moves towards a
board scattered with pictures of girls that look to be past out being held up
by ropes and taunted by men. Without looking at any of them Blagojevic whips an
accordion folder out of his bag and begins stripping the pictures off the
board, putting them into one of the pockets. Goran attempted to catch a glimpse
of the atrocities he stuffs into his folder by threes, but he is done in
seconds. “Follow me,” Blagojevic again moves
swiftly from the room and down a hallway towards a beaten green door. “Wait! We have barely finished looking
in-“ Blagojevic turns around and peers at Goran. “Look if there is anything to find, I
found it. We are a dozen to one in terms of experience and I know what and
where there will be anything to find.”
Blagojevic laughs in Gorans face, “You don’t get it do you Goran? This is all a game. It’s a game of cat
and mouse where that cat will never catch that mouse, not because it can’t to catch it, but because it
doesn’t want to. That what you need
to get Goran, in this world the cat is really just another filthy mouse,” Blagojevic
looks down at her with a self-rightous look in his eyes, “And another thing you
haven’t seemed to get while you're here is the lying game that is played round
the clock. That what we all do, we lie. We play a game where we tell a whole
bunch of bullshit stories to the world, to ourselves, and the women we have
come to save. We can't save any of them, they are trapped in this cycle and
they wont get out unless their heart stops beating. In the end they will be either
useless crack w****s, or dead.” “You Bas-“ “Don’t f**k with yourself Goran. I am
not going to pretend I didn’t come into this world with the same damn attitude
you have now, with the idea we are going to catch the sick f***s that torture girls, but I learned fast, and so will
you.” With that Blagojevic turned on his hills and walked back towards the end
of the hall. Again, Goran’s lips were tied together, but this time she wasn’t
sure why. Blagojevic opened the green door into a
dark room, instantly the strong smell of urine and sex saturate inside their noses
and made Goran cringe. The only light in the room came from a dimly lit light
bulb that hung alone at the end of a wire at the far end of the room. Both the
officers were forced to make use of their flashlights in order to make out
anything in the room. Once they had, the conditions inside of the room became
illuminated. What Goran saw silence even her thoughts, what she was seeing here
could not compare to what she saw in the previous room. What she saw was not a
place meant for a human being. Three mattresses lain strewn on the floor, each
with stains of red and deep browns. Next to each were plastic bowls filled with
dark urine, one was tipped over and its contents in a large puddle being soaked
into the dust on the floor and absorbed into the corner of the mattress. The
smell inside the room was overwhelmingly strong, and Goran gagged numerous
times as she watched Blagojevic kick through the cuffs, ropes, and other
devices of bondage scattered on the floor. Blagojevic grunted as lifted the mattresses
and focused his flashlight on the ground they had covered. Once by one he
walked around the room and kneeled down to examine something that Goran could
not make out herself. “Why don’t you start on that side,” Blagojevic
said as he walked trudged through the mess of glass and cigarette buds,
motioning towards the wall. He began tearing off the paper, and Goran quickly
picked up her feet and followed his example. She heard the lens of Blagojevic’s
camera focus and snap a picture. Goran couldn’t understand why but pulled off
piece by piece. Soon she saw what seemed to be multiple cat scratches on the
wall, she shined her light on them and realized that the markings were in fact
words. I am fifteen. I was not
even told a story like the others, just stolen from my only home by the people
I thought I could trust. I was going to be a teacher, the only thing I
needed was a job to get started. I wasn’t going to be
anything. Maybe this is what had been planned for me? Goran focuses her eyes further down on the wall
and again copies Blagojevic’s motion of tearing off the wallpaper. Goran looked
at the wall and noticed multiple entries that had been made in similar
handwriting. She grazed her fingers along what marks in the wall, they were
elegant, as much as they could be having been carved into the wall. The
passages had been written like journal entries, only marked by date with
dashes. Goran recognized the words were in Bosnian and forced herself slowly
read the text. I Today
I saw a girl get shot in the face five times because she refused to give a man
a blowjob. She kept shouting at him. I have a sickness! I have a sickness! And
this wasn’t
a lie, you could see the sickness on her
face,. It was impossible not to see the
blisters on the corners of her lips. But this wasn’t any excuse for the b*****d. He
left, and just minutes later the boss came to the back and shot the girl in the
face. Then two men dragged her away II My father. Do you
remember when we used to go to the playground when I was just your little one
and I would go on the merry-go-round? You would spin me faster and faster. I
would scream for you to stop but you would keep spinning. I hated you as much
as a little girl could hate her best friend. But you always knew right when to
stop it, and when you did I
could never stop laughing. You always knew right when to stop. I feel like that
now. The world is turning around me so fast around me and I need you more than
ever. Its time for you to stop the spinning! IF ONLY YOU WERE HERE TO STOP THE
SPINNING. Samo ako ste bili ovdje da se zaustavi sve vrti. mala crvena “Little red,” Goran whispers to
herself. She traces her fingers along the letters and holds back the tears. You are here. She says to herself in her
mind. Goran looks around the four walls that surround her and wiped away a tear that had
escaped. “Blagojevic, over here.” She says in a crackled voice. He looks up and
takes his arm out of a hole in the wall that had been covered by the wallpaper.
Out of it he brings a deep purple duffel bag the size of a backpack. He walks
over to Goran with the bag and a handful of small booklets in his hands. “What is it?” “There entries from the girls, look
there is even one about a girl who had been shot in the face. Wasn’t there " “
Blagojevic raises his hand and bends down beside Goran, shining his light on
the passages. He reads the one about the murdered girl aloud and then skims
through another passage written by the girl who called herself little red. III Today two men, Americans,
a short blonde and a red head,
shoved coins in another girl’s
privates, then
kicked a bowl of urine on to her. Her eye was swollen from the fist of the
other. The man that kicked the urine turned to me and winked. He asked me if I
had any change for a few fenings. I shook my head and laid my head back down on
the floor and cried. IIII It’s about time for the spinning to stop.
Only I think you have come to late this time. Signed sincerely. Your little
red. “Couldn’t any of this
help?” Goran speaks up, looking eagerly at the man next to her staring with a
blank face at the engraved wall. He shook his head. “None of it. She doesn’t even address
anyone by name, bunch of waste,” Blagojevic began to say something else and
then turned his stare to Goran. He watched her silently for a moment and handed
her the booklets in his hand, “These are passports, probably just fakes that
can be thrown away but look at them anyway.” Goran opened up the first booklet
in the stack and looked into the large brown eyes of a girl that must be no
older than seventeen. Her expression was blank. Not frightened, expectant. Her
face was void of any emotion as she looked back up into Goran’s eyes. “How can you be sure these are fakes?
We could use them to identify the girls get them back to where they came from.”
Blagojevic sighed. “You have a lot to learn Goran,” he
took the book with the expressionless girl and looked at her too, letting out a
heavy, exhausted sigh once again. “This girl is a one-hundred percent
Bosnian-Croat with the last name Watson. It's a fake.” Blagojevic gave Goran
one last over fatigued stare and walked away towards the door, “We're done
here.” In Goran’s head all she could feel was
spinning. All she could think about was how fast she was moving untill she
peered back down at the girl in the passport with the most unknowing, innocent
face she had ever seen, and time stood still. All the spinning stopped. Could this be you little red? Could this be
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