Lost for words of you

I have tried and tried

To write of you

And still can’t manage

The proper credit due

You don’t see yourself

The way that I do

You don’t see you

For all that is you

God its makes me so mad

When I sit down to try

I get so frustrated

And just want to cry

You don’t understand

It hurts to lie

You don’t see

How hard I try

I suck at it

I know you see

I try to hide

What you mean to me

I can’t stop thinking

How great we would be

And then you do something

To really make me see

To see that I’m stupid

I can’t live this way

Longing for you

Each and every day

I hate that I like you

And always want you to stay

And it is always my heart

That has to pay

Maybe we should quit

Quit while we’re ahead

Maybe you shouldn’t

Lay in my bed

Or maybe we need to talk

We can go over what we said

Maybe you won’t become a reason

That my tears are shed

Maybe just maybe you like me too

I feel this might be the case

Maybe my dreams

I don’t have to chase

Maybe I should stop it

Stop being so braze

Maybe I should let you decide

On when you’ll make my day

I only fear

How long will that take

I only fear

It is my heart you will break

I am worried

For both of our sakes

I don’t like wondering

If you are just being fake

I think it is you

When you are with me

I think it is you

And I genuinely make you happy

I think and I think some more

Of the endless possibilities

I've tried not to think or wonder

I cant stop wondering of us what will come to be

Author's Note

I am sure still needs tweaked some... If you have any ideas on how to better it please tell me. I love constructive critizim

Reviews

[alifeacoustic]

Sometimes all we have left is the wonder, the dream, the wish of hope, that one day we shall be seen truly as we are, by those who don't see or treat us as well as we wish they would. It is a good heart that wishes to see the best, when they are at their worst, who strives to find a way it can work.
Everyone dreams of wonder. Some even get to live that wonder too.
Beautifully captured Rachael.

[Inject Positivity]

Oh Rachael my frnd another beauty.....You are keep surprising me with every new work....I love the feelings that has been shed through the lines of this poem...Very innocent kind of feelings but very honest and of course love is there too......Great one....God bless you....